I have been absconding and tackling complex things like exams and joblessness and more recently planning and shaping new work responsibilities. I am slowed down by everything around me, everyday is passing at a gentle pace and I am wondering when the god damned year will end.
I want closure for all the things that were majorly messed up this year, significant changes and life changing decisions, patterns that have simmered, smoked, and burned out. I have wrung out feelings, squeezed them, washed them clean ad hung them out to dry. Pumped myself with enough toxins and medication. I hope that the cleaning will last the next year.
It has not been all bad, there have been moments that made the year worth living, all the travel and the spas and resorts. Singapore, Dubai, Wayanad for Valentines, Coorg, Angsana twice, Guhantara, Delhi, Pune, Kerala, Chikmaglur, Farmhouses, parties and Beer Fest and madness.
The absconding has helped! Can’t wait for the next year.
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