Something...

Music and alcohol together does something to you... It intoxicated you and adds a sense of surreal sensation everything slows down and transcends into a mirage... I am myself an illusion and I am as elusive as can be...

Fan-ta-sea

It's called fantasy for a reason... Fanning the sea of possibility with one need - yours. 
You imagine that it is within reach because all you think of is how it has happened and it continues to happen in your head. That's where it disconnects from reality... 
And then you lose the grasp on reality and end up insane or you live on normally and give up the one most beautiful fantasy you wanted to come true.